Monday, February 4, 2008

RAGE

the "guy" was walking down the street with his roomate. I was walked towards him with my arms full of groceries. I see him look at me and smirk. Then he avoids looking at me entirely as we pass right by each other. I'm looking right at him and he would not look at me. Then as we pass each other I say "hi" really loudly (I had my iPod on) and only his roomate looks back. I look at him and throw my arms up, bewildered. I don't fucking get it, why is he treating me like this? Is he embarrassed of me? Is he shy? I have no fucking clue. However, I'm over it now. This was the last straw.

I'm trying to eat way less. January was a depressing month for me and I think I gained 5 lbs. ugh.
Also, I'm ridiculously busy.

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Since I am old enough to be your mother, we have an almost 22 yo son, don't envy you the male female rituals/confusions.

Congrats on the summer job !