insomnia

it's 5:13 a.m. I can't sleep. I've been trying to sleep all night but it just isn't happening.

as usual, I'm thinking about how alone I am.

I met someone. We hit it off and we were slowly starting to hang out. Then, I found out he has a girlfriend. The worst though, is that he started dating her at the same time that were starting to get to know each other. fuck.

He asked me for lunch this past week. I went. He still has a girlfriend. I don't even know if he knows how I feel. I don't understand why he wants to have lunch but he doesn't want to date me.